murankar
Staff member
Good evening (my time zone).
I have been fairly out going about some issues I have. One way for me to accept my illness is to tell people about it.
In April I stopped going to counseling because I was doing better and my Dr and I want me to handle my conditions on my own. About a month ago I fell back to a dark state again. I am currently battling back to somewhat normal.
So what I have is anxiety and depression. It's very tough to control both. When ever I get an anxious high I always have some kind of depression low. Sometimes I just have the depression low. Which sucks more because I am unaware when its going to happen. While flying does help it's not the only thing I have to do. I am lightly and I mean lightly medicated on a normal basis. I hate this because to me it's a band aide with no plane to come off the meds.
Tomorrow I will see a new Dr at the VA for my internal medicine stuff. I hope I can get her to submit my acupuncture request. This is not only a true plan it also helps me get off the meds and will help my lower back.
I have not flown since I went nose in. I have been on the sim off and on. I am working on flying around nose in only. I want to be able to control the heli while in a nose in orientation. I hope to get out tomorrow. I really need to fly.
I have been fairly out going about some issues I have. One way for me to accept my illness is to tell people about it.
In April I stopped going to counseling because I was doing better and my Dr and I want me to handle my conditions on my own. About a month ago I fell back to a dark state again. I am currently battling back to somewhat normal.
So what I have is anxiety and depression. It's very tough to control both. When ever I get an anxious high I always have some kind of depression low. Sometimes I just have the depression low. Which sucks more because I am unaware when its going to happen. While flying does help it's not the only thing I have to do. I am lightly and I mean lightly medicated on a normal basis. I hate this because to me it's a band aide with no plane to come off the meds.
Tomorrow I will see a new Dr at the VA for my internal medicine stuff. I hope I can get her to submit my acupuncture request. This is not only a true plan it also helps me get off the meds and will help my lower back.
I have not flown since I went nose in. I have been on the sim off and on. I am working on flying around nose in only. I want to be able to control the heli while in a nose in orientation. I hope to get out tomorrow. I really need to fly.